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"Let them come who wish to come, and let them go who wish to go, and do not harm to me or mine."
~Ancient Icelandic Invitation Formula for the Elvenfolk
bsinthe
"Let them come who wish to come, and let them go who wish to go, and do not harm to me or mine."
~Ancient Icelandic Invitation Formula for the Elvenfolk
Hello and welcome.
After years of building my art and online presence under an alter ego , I'm happy to reinvent "Adam Abs1nthe" as it's who I am in the present moment in a non "egoic" sense as an organic mainframe connected to many conscious computers on a output network of living art and service springing forth etherically from it's eternal source. Unlike my previous sites where the focus was a marketed, entertainment industry and online personality, this one will be of far deeper meaning. The result will be a drastic decrease in social networking popularity which I've purposely been doing the last couple of years to filter out the knee jerk, primate, fanfare, in order to reach a deeper understanding communicate that which matters most. This site will be an accessible representation of that life-stream, it's branches , and hopefully the space between all of that. This material is not for everyone. In fact, only a certain "type" will even understand it. And we all know how others behave with things they don't understand.
I was born right outside of Boston in Quincy, MA and spent most of my life growing up in some of the oldest parts of New England, (mainly Connecticut). I have been out in California the past 6 years after short stays in Seattle, Philadelphia, Miami, and Vancouver, BC and had a very eventful time in those years. I'm happy being out of the city life though and reconnected to nature. I do not see a return to Hollywood as it takes a certain type of personality to survive out there. What initially started out as a social networking personality on Myspace brought me to southern California to become a hobby musician (though nearly signed ton Interscope), writer (including but not limited to a poetry/artwork book available on Amazon) , professional agency represented S.A.G. eligible actor and model (two IMDB pages under Adam Prout and Adam Absinthe), and a professional makeup artist for companies Chanel, Nars and MAC. That was all done with no finacial or any other type of support from family, rather pure ambition, talent, and the nature of my spirit. I have retired from all of that with the exception of the makeup artistry which I do to support myself outside of my artistic projects. While all the social networking and entertainment goals fulfilled needs of the ego such as recognition and connection (no matter how false it was), it was like traveling through sludge to attain self actualization. At this current time the needs of the spirit have taken over and as I grow, the matrix veil is getting thinner which helps me to work from the other side in order to offer contribution to others in my own way rather than service to a never satisfied ego.
The Dragon page offers a small amount of background on my ancestral memory and genetic makeup which I find to be a significant part of what I'm here to do and have done before at least in a magical sense. It gives me passion to chase the grail mystery and I want to share what moves me with you on this site. I post updates on that as I learn more during a never ending study.
These "ælfen abilities" are used for artistic expression and for service to others like healing, raising conscious awareness, and my own unseen world travels for wisdom. Through the years, at least metaphorically, it could be said that I was born from a source of "light" but descended into the darkness for many years only to finally catapult back to the "third side" for what some call ascension and wholeness. By experiencing both the darkest murk and the lightest innocence I can now say I'm am more spiritually whole in my experiences in this lifetime. For several years I've been buried beneath the terra of transformation and time painfully metamorphosing from the fetched ghost in the mirror, staring at its weakened self trapped in the material shell until my present "shift" to embracing grail derkesthai gnobilty; the red thread which sustains me but also isolates me.
At my peak I had transformed my self from a caterpillar to a glorified moth but what we shall see now is my return as not a mere butterfly but a Dragon...
After years of building my art and online presence under an alter ego , I'm happy to reinvent "Adam Abs1nthe" as it's who I am in the present moment in a non "egoic" sense as an organic mainframe connected to many conscious computers on a output network of living art and service springing forth etherically from it's eternal source. Unlike my previous sites where the focus was a marketed, entertainment industry and online personality, this one will be of far deeper meaning. The result will be a drastic decrease in social networking popularity which I've purposely been doing the last couple of years to filter out the knee jerk, primate, fanfare, in order to reach a deeper understanding communicate that which matters most. This site will be an accessible representation of that life-stream, it's branches , and hopefully the space between all of that. This material is not for everyone. In fact, only a certain "type" will even understand it. And we all know how others behave with things they don't understand.
I was born right outside of Boston in Quincy, MA and spent most of my life growing up in some of the oldest parts of New England, (mainly Connecticut). I have been out in California the past 6 years after short stays in Seattle, Philadelphia, Miami, and Vancouver, BC and had a very eventful time in those years. I'm happy being out of the city life though and reconnected to nature. I do not see a return to Hollywood as it takes a certain type of personality to survive out there. What initially started out as a social networking personality on Myspace brought me to southern California to become a hobby musician (though nearly signed ton Interscope), writer (including but not limited to a poetry/artwork book available on Amazon) , professional agency represented S.A.G. eligible actor and model (two IMDB pages under Adam Prout and Adam Absinthe), and a professional makeup artist for companies Chanel, Nars and MAC. That was all done with no finacial or any other type of support from family, rather pure ambition, talent, and the nature of my spirit. I have retired from all of that with the exception of the makeup artistry which I do to support myself outside of my artistic projects. While all the social networking and entertainment goals fulfilled needs of the ego such as recognition and connection (no matter how false it was), it was like traveling through sludge to attain self actualization. At this current time the needs of the spirit have taken over and as I grow, the matrix veil is getting thinner which helps me to work from the other side in order to offer contribution to others in my own way rather than service to a never satisfied ego.
The Dragon page offers a small amount of background on my ancestral memory and genetic makeup which I find to be a significant part of what I'm here to do and have done before at least in a magical sense. It gives me passion to chase the grail mystery and I want to share what moves me with you on this site. I post updates on that as I learn more during a never ending study.
These "ælfen abilities" are used for artistic expression and for service to others like healing, raising conscious awareness, and my own unseen world travels for wisdom. Through the years, at least metaphorically, it could be said that I was born from a source of "light" but descended into the darkness for many years only to finally catapult back to the "third side" for what some call ascension and wholeness. By experiencing both the darkest murk and the lightest innocence I can now say I'm am more spiritually whole in my experiences in this lifetime. For several years I've been buried beneath the terra of transformation and time painfully metamorphosing from the fetched ghost in the mirror, staring at its weakened self trapped in the material shell until my present "shift" to embracing grail derkesthai gnobilty; the red thread which sustains me but also isolates me.
At my peak I had transformed my self from a caterpillar to a glorified moth but what we shall see now is my return as not a mere butterfly but a Dragon...
CURRENT MOON
*I am not formally affiliated with The Theolalites, Thelemites, The Dragon Court, The O.T.O., Freemasons, Golden Dawn, Wiccans, or any other specific single esoteric mystery group although I've stepped in and out of some of those scenes in the past... I work alone as a cunning man and solitary practitioner of the magical arts.
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