I have spent the last 10 years creating mass adoration only to find that a single human being in real life could make me push it all aside. Sweet with a bitter reality that even that is transient. The solution is said to be internal and yet one can't help but wonder what good is a perfect existence without someone to share it with?
I'd rather die a thousand deaths than never live.
Let them come who wish to come, And let them go who wish to go, And do not harm to me or mine. -Ancient Icelandic Invitation Formula for the Elven Folk
Prince of Brats